February 09, 2013

Snowstorm and mom

Last night, snowstorm in NYC.

Same month four years ago, a rare snowstorm in London. I was out taking photos all day. And then it was the day mom died.

Barthes' Mourning Diary has been on my reading list for years. Today, I picked up a copy at a bookstore because it's on sale, but more importantly, because I flipped to the entry closest to today's date and saw this:

Snow, a real snowstorm over Paris; strange.

I tell myself, and suffer for it: she will never again be here to see it, or for me to describe it for her.

– Roland Barthes